Adoption Problem?
Posted December 14th, 2010 by admin 6 Comments »
I am fourteen almost fifteen years old. I just found out about a year ago that I was adopted.It has been very confusing and hard to understand even though I’m older.You see my birth mother is the cousin of my adopted parents.And she gave me up because she was very young and my birth father had died before I was born.My birth mother just married about two years ago,but the man of course she married is not my real father.
Today,in the mail there was an invatation to my birth mother’s baby shower.I know I should be excited and happy for her but it’s really difficult.
I guess you could say I get sort-of jealous that this child will get to stay with her and be raised by her and I was given up at birth.
I feel that she will always love this child more and not me.
I don’t know if I am reacting right or not…but I am so confused…How should I be reacting I mean should I be happy or upset?
thanx=]
PolishChickaHaylina@yahoo.com

